confessionsabouteatingdisorders:

I want them to tell me how small I am, how much weight I’ve lost, ask how I got so thin. I want to hear that I look great, that I’m beautiful. Then I want to take it farther, to hear that I’m too skinny, that they’re worried about me, that I need to eat more. Then I want even more, and have strangers on the street look at me and think that I’m sick and nothing but skin and bones. I want to see the shock on their faces. I want to be thinspo. I want to be noticed.